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     莫非我真是一介“愚人”？四月一号那天，我们都没有人去愚人，但我不禁又一次地把我亲爱的一卡通遗忘在了水房，去了食堂居然又忍不住四肢朝地跟大地亲密接触了一下，而我竟然已经麻木——彻底的自愚自乐。

    

     我发现自己真的没有写东西的习惯呢，无论是日记还是什么的，现在上来才发现已经有这么就没上来过了，呵呵，不好意思啊。我现在还记得当年我好不容易下定决心要记下去的日记本，在第一页之后就再无下文，真是。。。

     本性难移！

最近，突然觉得所有所有的人，东西存在没有任何意义；
突然觉得我的灵魂已经游离在这个世界之外；
突然觉得快乐和悲伤都离我好远；
突然觉得我已不会再像从前那样大杯或大喜；
突然觉得想要去当尼姑，在某个时候，认真地去想。。。
但无论如何，生活还是得继续。

    missing亲爱的阿妈，

    missing亲爱的晏燕，好想念当初我们仨的日子。。。看见你们的大头贴，都很淑女哟。更加想你们了。

    to晏燕：一定会考上的，我会一直祝福你并等你！

    to阿妈：怎么办？我应该叫阿爸吗？我要我们在一起。好好过啊，阿妈！

  

   

     最近迷上了一首歌，Frente《bizarre love triangle》.每次听到，心头总是被震到，是那天使般的声音吗？还是那种死死地埋在心头的那种绝望的心情。

    

Bizarre Love Triangle Every time i think of you I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find Living a life that I can't leave behind There's no sense in telling me The wisdom of a fool won't set you free But that's the way that it goes And it's what nobody knows While every day my confusion grows Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say I feel fine and I feel good I'm feeling like I never should Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday I'm not sure what this could mean I don't think you're what you seem I do admit to myself That if I hurt someone else Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say

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